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- Personal Blog: Some Small Moments from 2013
in no meaningful order. hopefully someone else can find meaning in my saccharine new year’s brain dump.
I’m sitting on the curb of the road in downtown Boston as panic sets in, indifferent to the fact that it had just finished raining and would make the back of my ratty jeans wet. I’m shaking and coughing and looking at my phone, dumbfounded, after having stormed out of my miserable minimum wage job impulsively, my manager having told me I’d lose my job if I took a day off to go to the hospital for my pneumonia. My fever makes my head hurt hard enough that it’s difficult to try and focus and grasp what exactly I had just done to my life. The way home is a blurry mess of muddled thoughts, wrapped up tightly around my brain yet vanishing before I can follow any train of thought to the end of it’s line. I barf when I get home and lay my head on the cold tile of the floor wondering how I am going to fix my life and hate myself for how pathetic I am in that moment. I feel like the only thing I *can* do is to finish this game that maybe 5 people will play and pray I find a replacement shit job soon. To force myself to see it through, I decide to make a trailer and pick a random day to launch and stick to it - it’s much harder to back out once you’ve committed. My head still a mess, my eyes red from a combination of fever and being racked with coughing fits, I record myself in bed for 30 seconds and put a release date on the video hoping that something simple and concept-focused will work.
- We Aren't Who We're Supposed to Be
I don’t know about you, but I’ve been stewing over the “millennial crisis,” or whatever you want to call it, for...